The cultural critic's new memoir chronicles her struggle to overcome a completely white childhood in order to forge her identity as a Black woman in America.


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Rebecca Carroll grew up the only Black person in her rural New Hampshire town. Adopted at birth by artistic parents who believed in peace, love, and zero population growth, her early childhood was loving and idyllic—and yet she felt a deepening sense of isolation as she grew older. Everything changed when she met her birth mother, a young white woman, who consistently undermined Carroll's sense of her Blackness and self-esteem. Carroll's childhood became harrowing, and her memoir explores the tension between the aching desire for her birth mother's acceptance, the loyalty she feels toward her adoptive parents, and the search for her racial identity.

Joined by actor Zoe Kazan, Carroll discusses her intensely personal examination of racism and racial identity in America today.


ABOUT THE SPEAKERS

Rebecca Carroll is the author of Surviving the White Gaze: A Memoir and several other interview-based books about race and Blackness in America, including the award-winning Sugar in the Raw. She was most recently the host of the podcast Come Through with Rebecca Carroll: 15 Essential Conversations about Race in a Pivotal Year for America, as well as a cultural critic at WNYC and a critic at large for The Los Angeles Times.

Zoe Kazan is a film, television and stage actor, playwright and screenwriter, born and raised in Santa Monica, California. Kazan can be seen in the critically acclaimed HBO miniseries The Plot Against America and on Netflix's Clickbait. She was recently seen in HBO's The Deuce. Other television credits include HBO's Olive Kitteridge (Emmy nominee, Outstanding Supporting Actress in a Limited Series or Movie), based on the novel by Elizabeth Strout, and Bored to Death. Her film credits include The Big Sick, The Ballad of Buster Scruggs, It's Complicated, Exploding Girl (winner of Tribeca Film Festival's Best Actress in a Narrative Film award), the films Wild Life and Ruby Sparks (Independent Spirit Awards nominee, Best Screenplay), which she co-wrote and co-executive produced with Paul Dano, and many other acclaimed pictures. Kazan has appeared on and off-Broadway in Come Back, Little Sheba, A Behanding in Spokane, The Seagull, The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie, The Things We Want and Clive, both directed by Ethan Hawke, Angels in America, and 100 Saints You Should Know (Drama Desk and Lucille Lortel nominee, Outstanding Featured Actress). In 2008, she was named the recipient of the Clarence Derwent Award for Most Promising Actress. As a playwright, Kazan has had plays produced at The Humana Festival at The Actors' Theatre of Louisville (Absalom, 2009), Manhattan Theatre Club (We Live Here, 2011), South Coast Repertory Theater (Trudy and Max in Love, 2014), and at Lincoln Center (After The Blast, 2017). She currently resides in New York City.


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