What if I couldn't detransition? Would I be able to live happily as a trans guy?

Welcome to ALA #4. RIP Ask Elle Anonymously, it was too hard to say.
Question timestamps:
0:00 Intro
0:46 If you couldn't detransition would you be miserable, or would you keep living as a man?
9:49 How did you deal with emotional backlash from family and friends?
15:57 Outro

Sorry I just kind of fell off the face of YouTube for awhile. It's been hard to for me to sit down and talk lately, in all aspects of life. I've been creative in other ways, but I'm getting ready for some big life changes, and I think those will help bring some creativity back into my videos. Thank yall for sticking around.

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Hello! I'm Elle. I'm a 20 year old woman who thought I was a man for 5 years. FtMtF detransitioner. I like to talk about the mistakes I've made, and how things will get better.