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I've Been Hiding This My Entire Life

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Taking you down into the darkness with me, in a way that hopefully helps you understand who I am. This is my journey with autism, ADHD, BED, chronic pain, high sensitivity, depression, social anxiety, music, YouTube, and life at large.

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This video discusses: My Autism Journey, opening up about everything, Jon from ARTV autism, ADHD and autism, mental health journey, medical history, YouTubers burnout, depression, anxiety, chronic pain, revisiting my childhood home, music saved my life, this song saved my life, System of a Down, Offspring, Gorillaz, Green Day, My Chemical Romance, The Maine, 50 Cent, Fall Out Boy, Sony tape deck, boombox, jukebox, ARTV opens up, ARTV Infinity on Hannah, binge eating disorder, warning signs medical, Parkinson’s Disease, loss of life

#Music #Vlog #YouTuber #Autism #Health

ARTV is a music discussion channel where you find music history, reviews, commentary, Top 10 shorts, discography rankings, opinion based deep dives, and more. Along with sister channel BeyondARTV, YouTube music lover / hater / “influencer” / critic Jon from ARTV is in a community of channels similar to Rocked, Mic the Snare, Brad Taste In Music, Justin Hawkins Rides Again, The Needle Drop, HIVEMIND, Pat Cc: and more. Subscribe if you’re interested in a range of music from alternative, rock, pop, indie, and with recurring coverage of hip hop, rap, and electronic music.

0:00 | Introducing My Medical History
2:07 | Childhood Trauma
4:24 | BED (binge eating)
5:18 | Coping with Loneliness
6:23 | Obsessed with Music
7:40 | Masking/Emotions
8:36 | Alienated in Late Teens
9:28 | Starting Over in 2015
10:19 | Music Saved My Life
12:17 | Metal Health Treatment
14:25 | Where Do I Go Now?
16:23 | Final Thoughts

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