Instrumental produced by Chase N Cashe

-So I'm obsessed with MGK's Music, and this is one of my favorite songs, so I wanted to make a remix to it, hopefully you all like it :) Every time I upload a vid I always want to explain what my rap means. I don't know if anyone even takes the time to read this but I'll explain either way for my comfort. When I started off as a freshmen in High school i was so sure what I wanted to do. I told myself that I wanted to be a cake designer, then after I said I wanted to become a makeup artist. That has completely changed. Then my senior year of high school I had no clue what I wanted to do.. I kind of kept getting peoples opinions on what I should do...a lot of my family told me it would be good if I became a nurse, I thought it through and realized that, that would actually be pretty cool if I became a nurse. Then college plans didn't really turn out as good as I thought. I wasn't and am currently not financially stable to go to college. My grades aren't horrific but they're not the best. They're average, and to get a scholarship your grades typically have to be more than just "average" so now I'm stuck in a position where I have no clue what to do. LOTS of people tell me that I should go to college, and I know that. I want to go to college. It's not like I'm saying "screw college" because I'm not. I know that college will give me a good future, but as of right now It's not something that I can do. What scares me is that sometimes people go into school saying oh well I want to become a scientists, 2 years into college and they're like "damn...I don't even know anymore" and that's what I don't want to happen to me. For me to put myself in a position to go to college and not be sure...is just scary. I don't want to put myself into something that I'm not completely sure of and then half way in bail out. That's why I know I need to be sure of what I'm doing. I constantly question myself on what i want to do with life, but I honestly don't know. When someone asks me what I want to be, I just say a nurse, but in reality I don't even know. Now that I'm starting to upload vids on youtube I realize that Music is something I really love. who knows maybe one day I'll make it in the rap game, but like I said no one can be fully sure. Especially since some vids aren't even clicked on. People see the thumbnail, and sometimes they don't even bother to click it. Although that's true, like I stated the one's who actually want to reach a dream, will try. For now I'm just going to work and think things through, keep uploading vids and see how far this music takes me. You know we get advice from everyone around us. Our friends, parents, peers, they all can tell you about life. An 100 year old person can sit you down and try to explain what life has to bring, but they will never know your future. Not even a palm reader that tells you what life has to bring, no one knows. You only find out once when you've completely reached the end of your life, because you've already lived those moments. I'm still stuck with doubt, but I'm trying my best to ignore it. I don't want to disappoint the people who have always been there for me, and I don't want to disappoint myself. I know I'll face struggles in my life, just like right now, where i have no Idea what I'm doing but no matter what I'll always try my best, no matter what I end up choosing as my career. Because you know what? Failure ain't a hoax.